four: outside the box (?)

Last Friday; aka, yesterday... i was dragged to the one building that i wouldnt usually enter unless i am forced to. this is not due to laziness or sloth or stubbornness or even lack of liking to its architectural structure. But for the simple reason of trying to keep my blood pressure at normal levels. this building is the mosque.

Yeah, im muslin and therefore every friday we (well, they) should go to the mosque; like i said i only go when dragged and forced. the point is, after being dragged and forced (not technically by the way), i proceeded to my primary past time of zoneing out. i caught a little bit of what the guy was saying, (mainly babble about god and... well, god) and i starting thinking about this god issue.

Please be warned that you may severely disagree with me, and immediately pull out all religious cards against me and tell me that i am "wrong"; well dear reader, right and wrong are subjective to peoples opinions on the matter at hand; and in my opinion, i say that people should think and question anything and everything around them regardless to whether its right or wrong.

Back to my point, oh yeah.. i was thinking... about god and this is what it comes down to:
People are living believing in god, walking around basing their lives on a set of rules in a transcendental book; we dont know what god IS, let alone if hes entitled to the question of "who"
he made as all, and gave us eyes and noses and toe nails and whatever the fuck else, then he sits up there and watches everyone go.. what i was thinking is how god made each person, you know.. i am .. me.. you dear reader, are yourself (unless....), and so on and so forth. Well what if i wasnt me, what if i was a dog, or an angel ... what if i was a parasite... and Finlay what if i was god? i mean who made god god... he made everything. therefore teaching us that everything has to be made... so; where did god come from? who is chosen to get the power of god? and who chooses that? or is there such a choice to start with? If i happened to be god, and still posses the brain i do now.... daymn... heh, just to think...

Well, i spend that hour or so, thinking over what is god
i know that in many religions we are not allowed to think about the entity of god, but i stand by what i think: that peoples thoughts are completely liberated to questioning anything, and fuck regilion.

By the way, i do believe in god, my mind just likes to wonder... so much for outside the box.

wait for the next time i mutilate this page;

-Blood.junkie